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  Back in May, we lost Misty she had a good life we recon she was over 25 years old. but I still miss her as we had her for over 15 years. So I still miss her and feel that she is around in spirit

 WAKE UP ........WAKE UP .............. WAKE UP Guys and Girls, we have got to stop you know who, from bringing in these Central bank crap  How dare they!  I call for a referendum before they can 

 Do you ever .... Dear Reader,  Do you have one of those days where you try so hard, but feel you are getting nowhere? Life  has been hard lately, but, I am one of those people who will not quit, you have to keep your chin up, and I have been trying so hard, but with what I have been through lately,  I not take am now trying to figure a way forward onwards and upwards,  I have also been reflecting, I still have more questions than answers lately,  When you help people, you think, maybe they would  give you a call or drop you a message now and again, I know people are busy, but It does not take long to send a Whatsapp or a messenger so always remember, to be kind.

With today's solar eclipse,, things change, and situations, happen, but you see things in a different light, and you wonder what decision you should make. Life throws up choices, and sometimes neither option looks like what you want?  What to do? What to do

  LOCKDOWN II -  Well, we are back in lockdown,  till the 2nd of Dec.  Did he say what year?  Mentally, this is hard, trouble sleeping etc 

Captains Log. supplemental, The World has gone mad! but on the plus side, getting some jobs done! LOL

Where is this year going !!! -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Dear reader, Where is this year going?  Almost May already!   I have woken up today (23/04/2019) with a cleaning bug started on the kitchen, which has now been cleaned,  Now tackling my back room, It is meant to be the dining room, but is more a multi-function space, it is not a room for dining at the moment.  I had a hard night last night, many different thoughts, and thinking things over, the only thing I can change is what I have direct control over, Me! So I hope to push forward with my plans, and I am now having to get back organised as with my volunteering with my old squadron,  helping the next generation. I  am surprised that it's been nearly a year officially with the gf.  had a few knocks lately, with my friend Linda passing away, was always bubbly, we all hide ...

After a few weeks of being up and down on this roller-coaster we call life,  I had a great date night, we went to the cinema, answer watched Venom, great movie, described as a Horror, Sci-Fi. Think it should add comedy to that.  Visual effects were great, the only little thing was the family of noisy people, who can't eat quietly...😫

Dear Reader, As you know life has  not been easy over the past few years!  But I  hope that it is changing for the better. A new/ recycled interest in my life, a person who supports me emotionally, and visa versa I am getting my inner strength back, the one that had been suppressed, My gift is working again after a really nice back massage , (maybe Too much info)  

Wise words ======================================================================== Dear Reader,  Last night, I had a phone conversation with one of my customers and a valued friend who has known me for nearly 30 years! , with my situation with relationship etc. He came up with a really good analogy He said: " You would not re-use a dirty plate, you would wash it first, or use a clean one ."  It was so true.  It has helped, So today is a new day, and the start of a new week, so I have got up this morning, instead of trying to push through the night. like I usually do I also read on the net the other day, that you should make your bed. So that at least you achieved one of the tasks of everyday life, and if you have a bad day, at least your bed is made, when you get into it! how true. So this may have helped as well, I had a good dinner last night, and not too late.  Southern Fried chicken, Jacket Potatoes, and Mushy Peas and it was very nice too!...

MARCH 2018 Dear Reader, So I start off March 2018 with another cold - Cough,  Lemsip Max+ blackcurrant to the rescue... As we are going through March I am still battling through my feelings,  People don't realise that their action's effect other peoples lives and they get on with their lives, doing what they like, without a care and the other person is left with the fallout...  I try and stay positive but I  am a realist. and I can see what is going to happen before it is going to happen. I just can't understand why life has been so hard lately. But life goes on regardless, Speaking to My Dad, yesterday, and he admitted that I had not had an easy life, in-fact I had coped with a lot from a young age,  I need my theme tune This has been my theme tune, since the 80's, I love the words to this  © Nick Kershaw  I think I need to listen to it again. So once again still awake to the wee small hours, as I jus...

Was reminded of this song when I looked up out of the window and saw the moon

SNOW!!!! We have snow, readers! I have been out on the roads this morning, and it's a nightmare. Drivers are Driving too fast or too close to you and not giving space. So be careful out there! give plenty of space and not too much throttle! We have a few centimetres of snow and the whole county comes to a halt. Well, this helps a nice cup of tea!  And we have had more snow  so here is tonight's  So we have had a bit more snow tonight, All take care out there on the roads

February Continued.... Dear Reader, I have always  tried  to push myself forward, but sometimes life and situations just make it so hard to keep pushing forward. This month, so far has been hard emotionally. bit I am hanging on in there. As my Dad says " their is a fine line between sane and insanity..."  Sleeping has been hard, dont sleep well, then crash out on the couch.  this is not good! but as they say no pain!, no gain!  They always say everything happens for a reason! really would like to know! Been up since 3am  so far this morning had my Breakfast at 6 and I am multi tasking, doing washing,  Tumbling and Working, I worry about my health as not sleeping well is probably not good, but as there is only me ( most of the time) doing stuff.  my son helps a little, but time is in short supply Well back to work 

How time goes so fast!   Dear Reader ,  January has gone so fast,  I found out that other peoples actions impact on our own lives.  And some people don't understand how their actions affect others, even later on after the event!.   So now having to work three times as hard just to get back to where I was.  Though as my Dad pointed out,  if you dont look after yourself, then all you worked for , will be lost , when it is you that drive it.  Unfortunately he is correct. It's hard work sometimes life! , but I guess it would be boring if it was a breeze. I have been researching a lot lately, on so many different subjects. mainly on trying to get money streams , and save money.  Well onwards and upwards, I thought I would add a couple of pictures my very talented daughter did!  the first is my Mum.. and the second is My Nan... Such a talented daughter I have.... Early hours of the 5th of Feb 2018 Well I ...