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When your Head and Heart are still fighting! Have you ever been in that situation when your head applies the logic, to a situation that is not logical, and when emotions are involved, the heart tries to find a way to keep the feeling there, that just hurts you more!  I have been in that paradox for the past year! Yet the other part that caused this, seems to have no respect for my feelings!  :(

When you are asked to arrange something, and when it comes nobody turns up! I was asked to arrange a reunion 30 years and nobody turned up, so I am quite disappointed!  Feeling let down, by the people who said they were coming and then withdraw 3 days before,  lots of maybe's that never showed, 

December, Christmas is near. Update on the car- from last months post Well from my previous post, Car had major surgery, as I  looked around and found sometimes it is better the devil you do know, than the devil you don't. it was the worst case scenario, the head gasket had gone. It has now been repaired. so I am back up and running.  Heading towards Christmas! After what has been happening in my life, over the past few years, It got me thinking...  At Christmas, when a lot of people are having fun and enjoying themselves, and are with their significant other, spare a thought for the ones who are not so lucky, I am lucky that I have great kids, but after what I have been through, and being on the receiving end, and not having any say in whats happening, A relationship is about two people. but when one decides to break that trust, do what she likes, and not care what after spending half of my life so far with the same person, and then to be betrayed, and broken, it ha