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Where is this year going !!! -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Dear reader, Where is this year going?  Almost May already!   I have woken up today (23/04/2019) with a cleaning bug started on the kitchen, which has now been cleaned,  Now tackling my back room, It is meant to be the dining room, but is more a multi-function space, it is not a room for dining at the moment.  I had a hard night last night, many different thoughts, and thinking things over, the only thing I can change is what I have direct control over, Me! So I hope to push forward with my plans, and I am now having to get back organised as with my volunteering with my old squadron,  helping the next generation. I  am surprised that it's been nearly a year officially with the gf.  had a few knocks lately, with my friend Linda passing away, was always bubbly, we all hide ...

After a few weeks of being up and down on this roller-coaster we call life,  I had a great date night, we went to the cinema, answer watched Venom, great movie, described as a Horror, Sci-Fi. Think it should add comedy to that.  Visual effects were great, the only little thing was the family of noisy people, who can't eat quietly...😫

Dear Reader, As you know life has  not been easy over the past few years!  But I  hope that it is changing for the better. A new/ recycled interest in my life, a person who supports me emotionally, and visa versa I am getting my inner strength back, the one that had been suppressed, My gift is working again after a really nice back massage , (maybe Too much info)  

Wise words ======================================================================== Dear Reader,  Last night, I had a phone conversation with one of my customers and a valued friend who has known me for nearly 30 years! , with my situation with relationship etc. He came up with a really good analogy He said: " You would not re-use a dirty plate, you would wash it first, or use a clean one ."  It was so true.  It has helped, So today is a new day, and the start of a new week, so I have got up this morning, instead of trying to push through the night. like I usually do I also read on the net the other day, that you should make your bed. So that at least you achieved one of the tasks of everyday life, and if you have a bad day, at least your bed is made, when you get into it! how true. So this may have helped as well, I had a good dinner last night, and not too late.  Southern Fried chicken, Jacket Potatoes, and Mushy Peas and it was very nice too!...

MARCH 2018 Dear Reader, So I start off March 2018 with another cold - Cough,  Lemsip Max+ blackcurrant to the rescue... As we are going through March I am still battling through my feelings,  People don't realise that their action's effect other peoples lives and they get on with their lives, doing what they like, without a care and the other person is left with the fallout...  I try and stay positive but I  am a realist. and I can see what is going to happen before it is going to happen. I just can't understand why life has been so hard lately. But life goes on regardless, Speaking to My Dad, yesterday, and he admitted that I had not had an easy life, in-fact I had coped with a lot from a young age,  I need my theme tune This has been my theme tune, since the 80's, I love the words to this  © Nick Kershaw  I think I need to listen to it again. So once again still awake to the wee small hours, as I jus...